Realizations lately...

I stop from dating men ako na muna doing solo tutal I need to take care of my family may sakit pa si mama.

May mga konti nag aask to go out., but I said no. Parang when you experience a lot of things dating some narc and so forth mawawala yung hope. I consider myself not so perfect as well pero hindi naman halang ang kaluluwa, meeting and hanging out with them ang daming realizations.

Ang creepy pala talaga.
Sometimes they are proud pa na mga ex gf pa nila ang sumusuyo sa kanila at nanlilibre. After they get what they want for years of bembangan and so on they are brave enough to ditch them.

Sa totoo lang nakakasuka pag nalaman mo yung totoo what are the nasty things men can do to women. ( grooming, psychological and physical abuse, gaslighting etc). They are capable to lust you and manipulate you that they love you. Most of them not all, can hurt you with no remorse.

For all the women out there protect your heart, body and mind give it sa lalaking worth it.