Social anxiety is invincible

So Ive recently turned 19, never had a job. I’ve tried, showed up for a couple dozen interviews, but I always stutter way too much or am too boring and it’s always way too akward. I did end up getting hired one time, but I was so nervous, I threw up and just didn’t show up. Everyone thinks I’m lazy but I just fr have no social skills and so much anxiety. I haven’t applied in a while tho and my anxiety has gotten way worse to the point where even leaving my house is a struggle. I don’t know what to do bro :(.